My Life

is about me

2009-11-20T19:04:00.003+08:00

Is me is just me,why am i always been pressure by all those people out there??? Why must be me???i'm just like you guys trying to fit in this world bt why cant u people accpect it???? Whats wrong with me??? Am i An alien???Animal???OR what??? Just say it Whats wrong with me???? I too have feelings like you people i just 1na have a normal life n etc. I knw some people look dwn of me i understand why... Haiz,sometimes i feel so confused,lost,stress dont knw wat to do next. Sometimes i feel i dont need to be in this world coz im just wasting my time in this world knwin people lookin dwn on me n etc. Even if i cry who would be there for me???Who??? I knw i have a Gf bt i cnt always depands on her to me cause she has her probs too. She is the most valuable gf i ever had even how much we gone throught i still hold tight for us coz i love her.Is alreadi been 1yr n 3mths n still have a long way to go n is my fault 2 makin her stress always sometimes i feel tat im the worst bf she ever had coz i feel stupid about myself. I try so hard to understand her bt just tat i always 1na follow my own ways than rather her own ways.Im sori syg bt i just feel so lost about myself.I cry n cry coz no 1 ever accpect who i am. N im sori if always hurt your feelings.Is my fault as your bf i let u dwn always. I hope i could understand u mre tis time round.Haiz i reali dont knw wat 2 do now i reali nid u im stress with wat im facin right nw...

quite a moment with me

2009-03-23T21:09:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!chak3x!hahax...

Yo people how are you 2day??hope u guys are having fun n a great day...

Well 2day was quite a bad n god day both in the middle. Hmm well i cant say much about 2day but 2day my Sayang Yana accompany me 2 my aunts house at somewhere ah cant say it. After that she follow me to fetch my nephew from his kindergarden school oppisite my block.

Hmm this day im quite havin a rough day actually with family,friends n of coz my sayang Yana no 1 else... But overall i did overcome with it most of all family n my sayang. I would like to say sorry to my behaviour this days syg. i Know from the very 1st time that i was in a bad mood i shouldnt have shown my bad mood towards u. I should have giving u mre love than ever but end up i blew it until showing my temper infront of u,at msn your calls n of coz your sms. im so so so sorry syg from the time i show my temper 2 u until today n sorry i didnt control my temper.I promiz from where i am right now i will try my very best 2 hold my temper at all cost.I cant let go of you syg. I reali2x love u from the bottom of my heart just tell me the truth what do you reali 1 me 2 show you how much i love u. I'll prove to you everything asalkn kte tk kn berpisah. Apape slh i terhadap u tgl maafkn syg... I love you so much n of coz miss u so much 24/7...

Muacks!

quite great day...

2009-03-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

Wah!Finally!!!!hahax....

Your guys wondering why i say finally...

The fact IS 2DAY I JUST MASTER NOT SAY MASTER LAH BUT KNW HOW 2 SWIM FINALLY!!!

Cause is already 5 years i didn't went for swimming and i forgotten how 2 swim the 1st time i went in the pool last month, i was afraid of drowning. So 2day i remembered it all. Thanx to nana and of coz my lovely SYG Yana that made me have self-confident n b brave 2 over come my fears now i remember how to swim. Thank you both of you. Sayang thank you for everything that you thought me. I may be being selfish don't wanna listen to you sometimes and this days we always quarrell of small matters n of coz i always upset with you but remember syg how far we are my heart is always on you no matter what i love you syg. And by the way just now at the swimming pool sorry i just went off to our bench n preparing all my stuff without tellin you cause the fact is i was jealous,you kept lookin AT this guy yang tak swimmin yang tengok kwn2x die drowning kt dlm pool. You stare at him all the way. Ya its my fault i was wrong doing that without telling you im so sorry k syg. How i was jealoUs just now i just kept quiet cause i know and understand that you love me so that wasnt a big issued once again i'm so sorry syg...

And i'm so sorry about this days i berbual kasar with you cause im having lots of probs ah at home so i very bad mood and TER-let off my anger at you i'm so so so sorry dear please forgive me i tul2x syg you...

IT WAS QUITE A TOUGH N TIRING DAY BUT OVERALL IT WAS WORTH IT. I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY ALSO... THANX 2 THIS 2 GIRLS. NOW IM READY TO FACE MY FEARS LIKE MY UPCOMING NS...

WELL GUYS BLOG WITH YOU SOON TC ALL...PEACE yaw!

SORi guys!

2009-03-18T20:36:00.008+08:00

Hey Yo!sori guys long time never update my blog,hahax kinda bz wit alot of stuff sori bout tat. Well im back from my horrible life 4 the past how manys mths my EXam studyin so hard for it now just waiting for the result next week on Monday so wish me luck

Hahax...

Well guys how are you guys???hope you are fine. Since it has been quite some times never share u guys about my stories so here i go...

IS been a wild n crazy life going throught alot of obstacles here and there ups and downs left and right bla bal bla...Sometimes lifes has been so upset,hurt,happy,dissapointed,stress, being hulimiated n so on. I dont know how 2 say it but is the fact each day n every new day you will fine new stuff 2 tink off can be bad or can be good. I was just hoping that everyday it could be a good stuff but eventually is the oppisite of me. But hey, now is time for me to relax 4 the time being since is my holiday for 1 month YEAH!hahax,happy for now but once starting school that is where my aims,my goals have 2 be achive no matter coz i wanna have a good life SUFFER NOW ENJOY LATER...

Hmm to much of about my life ha ?hahax...

Now lets talk about my personal things that is not include my school stuffs...

Since is the holidays having a good time,hey hey hey...

LAST SATURDAY....

Sorry guys but i only remember this day only because it was a blast n happening day of my life with someone that i truly love IS YOU NUR ILLYANA...

WE met at 1pm then we to the IT show that was held at SUntec Convention HAll... Damn crowded i tell you that we went there for just 1 purpose, to buy PSP 8GB MEMORY STICK dam cheap man! Cost Only $33 cool man!hahax...

After that we went to the marina barriage N guess what it was the best moment of my life being with her...

Just look at this pix:

Above is the most favourite pix...hehex there is mre but this is the best pix...

We took lots of pic had great time alot...

SYG I FEEL GLAD HAVING U IN MY LIFE. I'M SO SO SORRY WHAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST TO MAKE YOU DISSAPOINTMENT,SAD HURT YOU N ETC. I HAVE TRUST IN YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I BELIEVED IN YOU ALOT. I FELT SO GULITY THAT EVERYTIME WE QUARRELL ALOT MY LIFE N HEART FEEL SO PAINFUL. I WISH THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG 4EVER N EVER SYG. PLEASE BELIEVE ME THAT I REALLY2X LOVE YOU LOTS. THE 1ST TIME THAT I MET YOU WAS THE MOST VALUABLE DAY OF MY LIFE. YOU CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD N MY WHOLE LIFE YOU STOP ME LOTS OF STUFF U MADE ME BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND U MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON,SYG PLEASE FORGIVE ME WHAT I HAVE DONE ALL THIS TIME N I WOULD TELL YOU U THIS I LOVE U SO MUCH NUR ILLYANA THANX FOR BEING IN MY LIFE ALL THIS TIME I HAD LOTS OF FUN BEING WITH YOU EVEN THOUGHT WE HAVING UPS N DOWNS. I APPRIETIATE YOU LOTS! MUACKS!

So guys hope to hook wit u guys soon so just tag me up,tc yaw c u guys soon n syg LOVE YOU MUACKS!

LOVE,

ALIF

Good bye 08 hello 09

2008-12-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

Well is coming to the end of 2008,before 2008 ends n hello 2009 i would like 2 say sorry 2 all those people that i have made any wrong things 2wards your life. I'm very2x sorry. The past is the past let us continue with a new chapter in 2009 n that is 1 more day. Well i can sense it that 2009 will not be my year. There will be lots of problems coming up it surely do. But watever it is life still gonna move on right??? hahax... Well my love is always there 4 every1 like my family, friends, cousins n MOSTLY MY LOVE YANA, I LOVE U ALL N I LOVE U 2 SYG KUSH NUR ILLYANA. MUACKS!

Finally

2008-12-18T18:38:00.003+08:00

Finally, she's back i miz her so much until i had the worse n sufferin 4 days. If not i almost had an accident at the roadside. But thanx god im fine. Well some say when any1 comes back from overseas their attitude change. Some change better some say change worse. But i truly how much she has done in Batam i know i could trust her but is just tat Im always thinkin stupid n negative about her. I just dont know why. Mayb my senses playin with me or mayb not. How much she has scariface 4 me i knw she's tryin her best 2 show her love 4 me n 4get bout the past. Mayb the past we wasnt ready 2 b 2gether but i know 1 day we could trust,love,care,concern n have FAITH 2wards each other. It may sounds crazy bout wat i wrote is onli the beginnin 4 us 4 our future. We shouldnt look back 4 the past. Now the present n the future is infront of us. Now lets us tink bout tat k syg. The bad is gone. The good is ther 4 us. Plz Yana show me how much u love me like how i sacriface alot 4 u.I LOVE YOU believe in me trust me n hav faith in me.....

Weird...

2008-12-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

Well day 2 without her n is a damn boring day 2day,haiz...I hope she's fine at Batam....

Hmm well i got a strange dream n is a nightmare of coz. Well cant tell you readers 2 much cause is a private thing. What i can tell is,in my dream she betrayed me,backstab me n of cause leave me. Cause there was a argument between me n her by choosin which 1 she choose,me or her groups? Cause i dont 2 much trust on her 1 of her friend is a gurl. Hmm since yesterday until now i had a strange feeling that something goin no not with yana but with yana friend n tats the gurl. Lets see how it goes 1st who knows is was onli a dream or mayb Not....

she's gone again...

2008-12-15T20:28:00.003+08:00

Haiz,i knw i knw, She's gone again. aiyooo! She went off this mornin at 1015hrs she was on the ferry at tanah merah terminal. This time round, she's off 2 Batam for school trip. Haix quite worried when she's there well u guys know how is the place right? Haiz but i'll always pray 2 god 2 tc of her n watch over her 4 her safety. PLz b safe syg.

I guess now i just realise what is my real true weakness. My weakness is,im weak in emotional towards love. I say that because im 2 easily sad when she's not around like battery is weak or dead then Im easily tinkin negative stuff bout her that she would like me basturd n etc u knw lah common stuff n easily get jealous if she was tokin 2 any guys even is her friend. I dont know lah cause is my 1st time feeling this emotional towards her like. I had never ever experience tis kind of emotional before. I just cant help it. Haiz,i reali2x trying my best to show yana how much i reali2x love her,b responsible guy 2wards her life n of cause givin her lots of trust. I know is a stupid n crazy thing 2 be in so much love in my age. But what i truly 1 is 2 find a proper n serious relationship. I know that i can give yana 100% that she is serious about our relationship cause i believe in her. Believe was the most difficult thing 2 give yana cause last time we wasnt so close even we are in relationship. But day by day it changes alot. Each Day, we gave our love n show our love differently. So from there my believe in her abit by bit reaches 2 100%...NOw i know how much i love her n she knows how much i love her 2. About my emotional about her,syg if u are readin tis when u come back,i try my best 2 control n b strong bout my emotional i know tat i could always trust u but believe in me k syg coz i believe in you 2 so much, I LOVE U, MUACKS! I'll be waiting 4 your return syg i promiz honey,i promiz.....

13/12/91 my Birthday

2008-12-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

Well, yesterday was my Birthday. I had a great n joyful day with my girlfriend. We went 2 watched a movie at the Cathay "Qurantine". Great!hahax. The thing is im just feeling so touch by her. Since i met her, we never been so close like now. She always remember who i am in her life. She give up being with me. She spent alot of time being with me. N we had so much fun being 2gether. HOw much we had been throught our challanges like being jealous,quarrel n etc we never ever given up tat easily. I know everything we had gone throught is every risky coz any parties can ask 4 a break. But no matter wat im gonna make sure i wont happen again coz i reali lov her. Syg trust me,im treatin our relationship very seriously. Every hour,every min n every sec is a serious bout us syg, I lov u so much. Muacks!

final part...

2008-12-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

Sori guys yesterday never update bz ah,hahax...

Well she came back at night yesterday. I was so hapi!YAHOOO!!!! 2day when 2 c her. We had a great time,hehex...

Part 3 day 3 without her

2008-12-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

DAY 3 OF MY LIFE

Okay today was a great day in school cause 3 classes cancel. 2 classes was in the mornin n 1 class in the afternoon cancel. Cool man!hahax & friday will be my last day of school & then ITS HOLIDAY TIME 3 WEEKS!YEAH! But is boring 5 years straight DECEMBER sucks! Haiz, what 2 do. i finish school at 3pm, then i alighted at bedok interchange n took 32 straight home. Usually i took MRT but 2day different i took bus waste time ah,hahax. WEll in the bus, while i was listening 2 Yana's favourite song i kept thinkin bout her. Do u tink i have the chance being with her 4 life??? I know is 2 early 2 tink bout tis n some of u tink tat im crazy. Ya i knw but those who tinks im crazy siao, tink 1st if u were in my shoes, if u truly lov a person tat u 1 2 b forever would u even tink life me??? Right??? Hahax... Well the awaits has come 2 the end 2morrow she's back in singapore. Cant wait 2 meet her miz her lots! But the bad news is.... It wont stop here...15 dec she's off again... tell u mre next time,well final part 2morrow...tc yaw!

2nd day without her...

2008-12-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

elo!hahax part 2...

DAY 2

HMM..well... My day was okay 2day sitting at home have fun wit my family nothing much 2 do ah hahax...I'm quite okay 2day not like yesterday always thinkin of yana safety worried about her,can say i was crazy lah yesterday without her.hehex. Just now she sms me saying that she's fine n she misses me lots. I MISS HER MORE MAN! NOT ONLY MISS BUT I LOVE HER LOTS. I SWEAR I'LL BE WAITING 4 HER...HAIZ...JUST 2 MRE DAYS...

CONTINUE 2MORROW

PART 3....

PART 1

2008-12-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

She left Sun morning<7/dec/08>at 6:15am n went back 2 her kampong. Is hard 4 me seeing her away far from me. I know is just 4 days but if u were in my shoes will u miz your lov 1s when they are goin far away from u even 1 day they ever contact u???this is the 1st day without her, lets c wat will happen tomorrow haiz i miz n love her lots im waiting 4 u my love....

THIS IS PART 1 OF MY STORY CONTINUE 2MORROW....

My life with her....

2008-12-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

2day she bought me a present that i'll never forget. She bought me a Shades, GTR tamiya car n the MOST special thing she bought 4 me is a dogtag that has our name n date when we were together. Is so touching what she bought for me. I know is 2 early that she bought me a present but i understand why she gave me early. Because 7 dec until 13 dec she wont be in s'pore. She's off 2 overseas. Syg i wont make this blog 2 long but 1 want 2 say that THANK YOU SO MUCH 4 the present honey. No matter what i lov u so much n i wont leave you dear. I'll always be your angel n i'll show u how much i love u honey N I WONT LEAVE U I PROMIZ, LOVE U SO MUCH HONEY! MUACKS!!!!! ONCE AGAIN THANX!

i wont Be angry

2008-11-18T19:26:00.000+08:00

Nur illyana my syg,actually is just 4 you 2 read ONLI but when i tink through, public to should knws n learnt something from here...

Yes i understand u saw your ex 2day at . And i know u still remembering some of your ex like yesterday u told me 1 of your ex. The thing is,the 1st time that i stead with you,i 2 still tinkin bout my ex. I 1na her back seriously but if i 1na my ex back,4 wat i still be with u in the 1st place isnt tat right??? But since we known each other closely n deeply,i realised that being with you was the best part of my life. Y did i said that??? Day by Day. Night by Night. Wherever we go n whenever we been together,my heart realised that u change my life 2 a better person. You thought me lots of things. I still remember the story what u told me. You were tryin 2 run away from me when you saw me at pool right???hahax & remember how the 1st we met at our Bridge leader camp???cool right???hahax,well sori guys i wont tell u the whole story. There's alot more. The main thing now is,syg the past is the past,watever has done the negative side or the positive side in the past between you n your ex has stop a long time ago. Yana,i am your guy Muhammad Alif n the only 1 syg. i know is hard 4 you readin tis but im tryin my best 2 safe our relationship. I wont be angry wit you coz tis is common 4 me but ther is a limit about tis. Our relationship i HAS alreadi been 4 mths syg n is damn fast on how we get closer being 2gether n i like it alot. Happiness is between both of us. We share LOv 2gether, care 4 each other n concern 4 each other coz we ar In a relationship. Sometimes i get quite easily jealous bout u being wit any other guys but i understand they are your friends of yours. In this world we nid friends 2 be ther 4 us. i undersatnd that. All this time i nvr break a sgl trust of u yana. Please syg 4get bout your ex. They are no more in your life. I swear i hav 4gotten my ex coz nw i hav u in my life being there 4 me. I promiz i'll protect you in my whole life n being your angel always.I love u yana i truly do....

4 those who is reading tis please remember who u ar being with right now,tc of them,give them lov care n concern no matter wat we as a human in tis world should give people a chance havin lov wit whoever they like but dont ever try stealin other people love 1s U GOT TAT!hahax...

LAST NUR ILLYANA,I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WAT, 2 ME U AR DAMN SPECIAL,THANX 4 BEING THER 4 ME ALWAYS....

ONCE AGAIN I LOVE U.....NUR ILLYANA.....MUACKS......

LOVE IS EVERYWHER...

2008-11-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

Love????what is the true meaning of love????hmm i couldn't understand it until i realised tat Love is actually EVERYTHING 2 us! Weird ah my ans??hahax,well each people in the world has their own ans. Well y am i toking bout love all the sudden??? The main thing is, i talk about love is because your love 1's can be any kind of person. Their fat,skinny tall short bla bla bla n etc. Treasure them lots how ever and whoever they are in shapes n sizes. Don't take things 4 granted cause once you lose your special 1's is difficult 2 find replacement. The thing is, I dont even bear imagine losin Yana ever again. How much we quarrell here n ther i'll nvr gve up makin our relationship falls. I'll always try my best bring our love rise everday. The past is the past wat ever we have done in the past we should 4get bout it,learn from tat mistake n nvr ever do it again in future.I Treasure her lots coz she gave me lots of supportive, courage, caring, concern n OF COZ LOVE! tats y i cant even bear losin her in my life!i lov her lots,i swear. She is so special 2 my life she's like a angel 2 me. Each day i'll pray 2 allah tat make her as my future love tat i can b wit 4ever.PLZ. NUR ILLYANA I LOVE U.... Well ladies n gentlemen remember this,treasure whoever u ar wit coz they ar your special 1's no matter wat...TC ALL N C U NEXT TIME...

Hate being myself...

2008-11-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

Am i useless???wat do u tink whoever knws me??? Haiz sometimes when i tink throught bout myself im juz a lousy guy 2wards any1. My friends or my family or even ny girlfriend. How can i understand them? I seriously dont know wat to do. I ever give up before but still is difficult 2 understand them. Y am i in tis world ? Y always im the 1 who havin probs??? I dont 1na tok bout it anymre. I got nothing 2 say anymre. Im havin a bad life tis time round,tc.....

I'm her Property,She's my Propety...

2008-11-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

We may b far apart from our homes n life.But the 1 tink tat we never fall apart is our love. Yes,is true that we always quarrel n so on like normal relationship does.The thing is i cant even bear quarrelling wit her,bit by bit makes my heart feels so painful when i scold her.And i cant even bear losing her anymre.She makes me smile whenever i meet her.She is so special 2wards my life i juz cant get my eyes off you. I always beg 4 4gveness towards Tuhan tat watever i have done wrong towards yana plz 4gve me n make me last long wit yana.I cry every night before fall to sleep coz haiz i love her 2 much.Is my very 1st time i feel so alive wit her.she makes me hapi,smile n etc.I just cant believe that i had actuali found my dream gurl 4 so many years n im glad wit it...

SYG im sori if i had done Anything wrong in anyway...I LOVE U SO MUCH...PLZ Allah MAKE HER MINE N ONLI MINE....

P.S

ALIF

ILY...

MisUnderstood

2008-10-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yana n Nana,i know is been a craziest time we had this few days between three of us. But juz tink k y we had gone into tis situation all the sudden???,Yana syg i knw u ar jealous bout i n nana kuar tadi g vivo but i only ask her 2 teman me 4 interview tats all n lepas 2 we were tokin bout u,nak tau psl pe???IS ABOUT US. Bukan ape u but dalam hidup i berkenal dgn nana,i guess she's onli the 1 who understand bout us havin alots of probs tat we face. She helped us u knw tat being strong 2gether,i still the 1st time u told me 2 end our relationship i was shocked n could not 4get bout but u knw who brought us back 2gether???Nana...DONT U REMEMBER TAT TIME???? HOW MUCH WE FACE OUR PROBS N WHO HELP ME ALL TIS TIME????KALAU TK KERANA NANA,I GUESS OUR RELATIONSHIP DAH END,im not tryin 2 defend nana or etc but juz remember this k nana dah mcm our own personal Angel who help us alot k.Kite rapat bukan nye ape but we ar juz best friends. I dah lame tkde bestfriend k who understand me lots.I tk pernah pun slh kan u n i selalu percaya kepade u coz i knw u always tink 1st before u do any stupid stuff k. N i dah 4gve u psl tat time.I dont mind u jealous k but u tink i tk ade pikir jealous ke u dgn faizal rapat walaupun kwn ? N kdg2x u kt luar or kt kerja u ingat i tkde fikir bukan2x u mengatal ke tk? But i always tink positive bout u cause i tau u tk kn mengatal belakang i N THE WORD IS TRUST,havin trust 4 us will hav a better future 4 our relationship we ar lackin 2 things TRUST N UNDERSTANDIN. I reali2x lov u. C tat pic tat i tarok?we did hav fun right kuar raya same2x?n i wont 4get tat day.Please dear dont misunderstand between me n nana k she help us alot 2 bring our love strong.Being a guy wit full respondsibility is not easy bila i dgn u cause i been facin lots of probs between us but i never ever gve up i always try my best 2 be a better guy tat u 1 but i pun nak the same thing. I tknk u simpan probs behind me coz i dah janji u yang i tk kn simpan probs behind u anymre but u did berapa kali i diam jek n kn REMEBER TIS IM YOUR GUY NOT AN OUTSIDER IN YOUR LIFE.N i tk tau lah kalau u ingat ni 2 things tat u promise me-> 1) REMEBER MY NAME 2)REMEMBER WHO I AM IN YOUR LIFE
I hope u still remember but if u 4get i dont knw wat 2 say But the main thing is now between me n nana ar juz friends 2 jek k . 2 all of u who is readin tis remember find out the truth 1st before u make a silly move...Here is wher i end so NANA N YANA plz dont misunderstand i lov u YANA n NANA thanx 4 being ther 4 us...

GREAT BUT DISSAPOINTMENT

2008-10-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

I'm quite happy that i passed my exam with flying colours GPA 3.BUT haiz,im dissapointed with her SHE STARTED DRINKING!!!!OMG!!!!!WHO THE **** TAUGHT HER HOW 2 DRINK! I used 2 drink,smoke,clubbing n etc.But once i met her n im hers i hav stopped everthing coz she taught me 2 become a better person n glad 2 hav her.But Y YANA! Y???? who taught u this U SEMBAYANG TAU TAK!!!!!!!!!Haiz i will take back 2 things i will start smokin n i will start drinkin back THATS WAT U 1 NOT ME!!!!! U taught alot of things ayg but U change everything 2day n our 2nd MTH OF ANNI 2DAY WASNT THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!THANX LOT YANA THANX ALOT U TOTALI BROKE MY HEART;-(

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

YES AH!!!!! 2MORROW HARI RAYA!!!!

WAH!FINALLY MY HARD WORK HAS PAID OFF.MY NEW RECORD FASTING 4 1 WHOLE MTH COOL MAN! CLEANIN MY HOUSE WAS 1 HACK OF CRAZY U KNW!!!!!HAHAX,WELL HARI RAYA IS BOUT ASK 4 FORGIVENESS 2 EVERY1 LIKE YOUR ELDERS,GATHERIN WIT YOUR RELATIVES N ETC. HARI RAYA IS ALWAYS MY FAVOURITE YEAR BUT 2 BAD IT ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR HAISH BUT WAT 2 DO,HAHAX,WELL LIFE CAN B CRAZY LIKE ME BUT THERS ALWAYS A WAY 2 OVERCOME IT. SOME1 SHOWED ME THE CORRECT PATH 2 WALK N IM SO THANKFUL 2 HIM N HER,WATEVER IT IS HARI RAYA HERE I COME!!!!!!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!!! TC YAW!!!!

Hi

2008-09-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! How ar u? hahax!sorry long time never update my blog quite bz preparing 4 Hari Raya! I'm expecting this year hari raya is gonna be a blast 4 me! LOts of relatives n friends im gonna 2 their house so i Can't wait!!!! but the problem is I only can celebrate 2 weeks of hari raya.It is because 3th & 4th week of hari raya im back to school! ALAMAK!!!! SUSAH lah gini!hahax but i try my best makin my time properly wont be easy 2 weeks to celebrate but i try lah....This days been doing lots of Housework hehex....Cleanin the windows n etc but the worse part is,doin housework durin fasting time Aiyoo but 2 do????haiz but still i have 2 do it cause im the only Son in the house my dAD n Sis ar workin so left me n my mum doin the housework. K lah got 2 go still got some stuffs i need 2 clear tc n c u all soon....

SORI

2008-09-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

Sori guys these days never wrote any blogs kind of busy hahax...

Hmm these days my day was quite okay i guess...

I have nothing much cause i got my own problems on my mind that i havent solve yet...

By The Way, for those who knws me,do u tink im crazy,irritating n some other negative points about me...haiz i dont why im thinking like tat,well blog wit yaw soon tc.....

Borin

2008-09-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

HMM,YAH *YAWN*......STILL THE SAME DAY IM HAVIN,BORIN!!!!

Haha,well thanx 2 Atin tat my adjustment of this Blog is correct YAHOOOOO!!!! 1st time people used blog dont understand hahax. Haiz,im quite borin tis daes since ITE Simei april intake having their holidaes until 12 oct if im not wrong,sometimes is bored stayin home nothing 2 do much well i dont have much friends around my site cause my friends shifted house so stuck staying at hm. Just chattin or play games everyday aiyooo!!!! I'm not the type of guy who likes 2 go out shoppin or window shoppin n tat kind of stuff. Sometimes only i go out cause my type of likes 2 play soccer,joggin or work out @ Clementi sports Hall.

Sometimes i felt silly of myself cause to tink throught back bout my life I HAV DONE NOTHING, Weird aah ?hahax.well some of you were thinkin Y AM I SAYING LIKE THIS??? The truth is i really dont knw wat I want 4 my life actually.Everyday i feel sad about myself. People can see me that I'm happy n etc but eventually they dont understand wat i been tinkin everyday...Well i'll stop here & continue next time tc....

hi every1

2008-09-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

Hey n hi ladies n gentlemen,tis is my 1st time makin my 1st blog,hahax,4 once i thought it was boring but after my cousin told me bout wats the meaning of blog,well i try it myself n whoosh! Is great!hahax..

Well 2day my life sucks!having a complicated life n juz dont knw wat 2 do!i nid help!!!! hahx,im crazy sometimes,hehex,i dont feel quite comfortable tis day n i dont knw y,dont ask me coz i also dont knw,hahax...Well is been 3 weeks of fasting now n i cant wait 4 hari raya.But the truth is after i join ITE simei i change alot,people look im juz a decent,joker n some positive points bout me but the thing is they dont knw n dont understand my darkside of life,haiz,y cant i juz b some1 simple lyke others???y cant people accpect me who i am???am i different from u guys or wat???juz tell me,i hate losing a friend coz 4 me friends ar my angle who ar always by my side...

I nvr regret havin a cousin tat i love so much even thought we stay far away bt we still keep in touch no matter wat coz she's always ther 4 me when im havin a bad situation.She's crazy like me but im mre crazier then her hahax...Without her im juz lonely guy who doesnt have a buddy tat understands me,well gotta go,tc always....